My Story

Yea- Im back. But not for writing purposes, or ranting! I want to be as transparent with people as possible, so heres my story.

     When I was born, it seemed good. At least from what I heard. That doesnt mean later on was gonna be perfect though. When I was 4/5/6 my sister and cousins just left me out and pushed me away. Id just go hide in between a wall and paino and cry because i didnt know what to do. That was till the youngest cousin came and sat beside me. I guess she was there for support. When I went into Elementary School- things werent that bright. I found my days at recess sitting on the curb, or trying to fit in somewhere. One boy then started hanging out with me, but I knew that wasnt where I belonged. When I hit Second Grade, these triplets were coming into the school. Our counsler intruduced them, and I knew that this was where I belonged. I brgan talking to one of them(not my bf) nd she said that her sister really loved german shepards. (my dog is shepard/husky/coyote mix) Thats when we began talking. She had pratically been through the same thing I went through at her school, just more depressing. Her name is Kyndal. We got in a fight that year because of another person (it was my fault -of course it was, DUH.) Im the one that said sorry and we forgot about it. Sixth grade struck and I really loved to write, soooo I began my first "The Listeners" It seemed to be great letting out my feelings. Now this year- things changed up a bit. Just recently I have realized that Kyndal has just been slipping away. Shes been talking with the same person when we got in that huge fight in 3rd grade. Shes also been hanging out with another person. I was on split list one day and its was like- I was nothing. Invisable-like a ghost. I talked to her about it and she just seemed to say, "Ok. Next time, I wont foget you." (wasnt even close to what she said buttt ya know.) I have tried talking to her in general conversation, but its just, POOF- THE DISSAPEARING MRS. POTATOE. Im trying to be positive with this but hey, hey, hey, I HATE THIS AUTOCORRECT... jk lol. But seriously here, I do feel like im being blown off. Ill talk more later but Im kinda depressed and tired... NIGHT NIGHT.